#7 continued

i didn't understand the difference between talking to him then and talking to other people now.
at this point i suppose it could be said that we were on a date and it's not polite to interact with other guys, but i don't believe that to be true. it wasn't like i was outwardly flirting or ignoring him or being rude or anything.

basically, it was upsetting.

my friends showed up and it just felt messy. we weren't totally set on where we wanted to be. we got sat. we un-sat ourselves. he told me that we're disorganized because we're theater people. i told him not only am i not a theater person, but i'm not disorganized. this is more like a collaborative type evening. we didn't need to take notes or anything. he seemed pretty critical of our strategy though.

then one of the girls was a little apprehensive. ultimately he decided he should go and i felt really bad but it was probably the best move.


yeah...so he's the first person i've yet to hear from.
it's ok. he is really bright and has great manners. some girl is going to be lucky, i just think i'm a little too scatter-brained, artsy, loopy, into music/creative endeavors/experimental for him.

that's the truth.







the rest of the night went well though! (oh--hello steph and sarah--two nice girls i met!!)